Boredom. What fuels the internet.

So yes, I'm bored yet again and I have decided to "blog dis bitch up in hur". I came back today after being forcibly sent to the lake. I now am abnormally dark and still trying to recuperate from the attack on me by the sun. Well, today I've accomplished nothing aside from browse along purevolume.com and download various awesome songs from awesome bands. Erm. . .this blog isn't making any sense and is becoming tedious so, I will attempt to force some structure in this limp entry with somewhat random things to write about:

1 [Boys]
-As I've said before, I'm still waiting for someone to fall in love with. At the moment I have a super flamer boy-crush on Carlos (the one that I foolishly did not ask to dance at Prom). Okay, well, my tribulations concerning this particular boy is that I really like him, but I'm not sure if he even has the slightest interest back. I guess I'm just too much of a little girl to take a chance and blurt out, "Carlos, I really like you! Now let's go make gay love". Okay, maybe not that, it's a little creepy, but you get the point. Hmm well, there's still my slim hope that someone someday will come. Till then I'll write cheesy blogs like this, and wait. . .

2[Crazy parents and being forced to disgusting bodies of water]
-This Thursday my mom was starting to get---shall we say, psychotic? Her problem was that I didn't want to go with her to a nasty place of fish stank water (a.k.a Elephant Butte Lake) so she kind of blew up on me right before I left to school. In her fit of anger she screamed such uplifting words as, "Josh, you're fucking pissing me off!!" or, "You're just a spoiled little brat. You think you can do whatever the fuck you want!". She threatened me with not going to Warped Tour; Which I'm really hoping was just a threat out of anger. Well, at the lake she calmed down, and I basically spent half the time bored to the point of playing with dirt and staring at assorted objects for a couple of hours and the other half having an okay time.


Hmm. . .I've become lazy typing the above three paragraphs, so, I will end this blog abruptly. Till next time---

Josh

Note: Please tell me if my blogs are becoming too whinny and/or bitchy.

The fallout of my cohorts

It seems something sad has dawned upon me; for I am writing this blog after my recent trip to the mall. Alas, I haven't seen any of my old time pals in such a long time, so of course I was happy to go along and "hang". Yet as more time went on, it dawned on me--I had outgrown my friends. The super awesome antecedents of a year ago were gone. I found myself somewhat out of place. I just did not find myself having such a good time as I had thought I would; the feeling was creeping there that I just didn't fit in with my best friends of three years past. I do not know what it was other than the fact that I felt distant and detached to them. Again, I'm not quite sure what to say aside from the sad truth that I quite possibly have outgrown them. Is it them? Is it me? I don't know, but I am saddened by this none the less.